Sunday, August 28, 2016

I see you

You!





















I see you.
I see you in front of an audience and you are the centre of attraction, the centre of attention.
I see myself in the midst of the audience, proud and grateful.
Grateful that I am blessed with you, grateful that I am married to you.
In that moment, together with everyone in the crowd, I see myself applauding, proudly applauding to your recognition.
I see you being recognised for your excellence and diligence, you honour and gentility, your honesty and dignity, but above all, your achievements.

You!
















I see you... #myKing.

Friday, August 12, 2016

Candles, Crucifix & Coconut water




















Eli! Eli!!
Olusho yells
A lie, a lie,
He has something to tell.

Visions and Prophecies,
Candles and Perfumes,

Holy Angels and Demons
Psalms and Sermons

The spirit flowing like the Shepherd's Sutana
Gold chains and watches by Dolce & Gabbana

We are said to be so religious
Yet we fall for all lies
Even when they are so obvious
And stares us directly in the eyes

My mind cannot comprehend
What we believe in these days
Running from end to end
Just to seek an Eternal face

Bowing heads and knees before Sacred Altars
While our faith lies in Candles, Crucifix & Coconut water

When Love Speaks

Everyday comes with its own gift
This day came with a great lift
I was so elated, I did not want it to end
For the day brought with it my new found friend

Beauty and smile, she has it all
My every desire perfected to a fault
My eyes glued to chubby lips
My mind playing on sexy hips

Words piling up in my head
but I became mute instead
When my love speaks inaudible words
like rhythms on Spanish Guitar chords

I pray you hear when my heart talks
with every beat comes unfathomable passion
All I can give to you is promises
Sincere and true like blown kisses

To your innocent eyes,
my lips will utter no lies
I will hold your hand,
we will play in the sand

When it's time to dine
I will call you mine
Yours is the voice that awakens my spirit
It comes from afar, yet I can feel it

When I give you that ring
as a sign of my love and fidelity
I hope to see your heart sing
a song of utmost sincerity

And when old age makes my limbs go weak
My love for you will still loudly speak
All this I say for loves sake
I also pray I will not be the reason for your heartbreaks +kehinde adigun 

When my ink bleeds

Sometimes I go blank,
other times words flow.
Like a bang from a Tank,
It comes and the world knows.

Sometimes it hurries
Other times it tarries
Sometimes in bits and pieces,
like inspiration from Ogogoro's spirit.

When my ink bleeds
Her heart gets a healing
My words turn to seeds
That germinates to become feelings

Like the predator with its prey
my words silently capture her day
It takes her when you least expected
Her feelings and emotions, totally respected

In my words, she finds real happiness.
With my words, her world regains its brightness.
With these words, I think I have a mission,
to show all how I see things in my vision

I am the eyes that peep into your heart
The one whose words with you'll never part
When turbulent times brings worry to your face
In my words, you can still find solace

And when next your heart goes-a-bleeding
Just remember my words 'I'm Pleading' +kehinde Adigun 

The Dreamers Girl

Sometimes it feels like ages
Memos of love on never ending pages
Other times I feel like I have known you since forever
For you understand me like no other

Sometimes it feels like yesterday
Me stuttering and not a thing to say
That dark night in the open with unfriendly mosquitoes
Fresh in my memory like TFC's Buristos

A Birthday party of a kind
Will never go off my beautiful mind
I never doubt your love for me
Its glaring for all to see


And when work gets me so tired
With you I get Re-wired.
Sometimes I get too work-integrated
That you feel our love would be neglected

With you my plans I share
I know beyond doubts you care
Even when poems take too long to write
Image of you love has never left mi sight


The Dreamer's Girl
And when plans pop out of the mind of the Dreamer
I am glad you don't see me as a screamer.
Can you tell me how you cast this spell?
Don't bother, for you are forever the Dreamer's Girl. +kehinde adigun 

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Nigeria

Nigeria oh Nigeria, thou art not fair!
Not fair to the university graduate who goes out every day in the last one year, with his qualifications in a big brown envelope, hopefully, to get any type of official job.
Not fair to the young public secondary school student who has to hawk hot bean pudding and bread after school hours so his widowed mother can make a not-so-nutritious dinner for them both.
Not fair to the uneducated pregnant lady that always pray for very sunny days so she can take turns to hawk at least ten buckets of chilled soft drinks a day at a busy bus stop to save for her unborn child's well-being.
Not fair to the one handed newspaper seller who refuses to beg but will rather work for his daily bread.
Not fair to the Hausa cobbler always with a cap on his head to hide his wound, who also has to walk an unbelievable distance hitting his wooden box filled with his tools to advertise his trade, hoping someone will have a bad shoe to repair.
Not fair to the young and elderly widows who work at building sites carrying heavy materials which normally should not be carried by women, but who in order to feed their children defy every reasonable odds to engage in such strenuous jobs.
Not fair to the office worker who uses his brains basically nine to ten hours a day to think out a solution to another man's business problems to earn a living and as well save for his own dream.
Not fair to the factory worker who does the most dangerous job under harsh conditions and with minimal risk prevention but earn the least money.
Not fair to the Vulcaniser who has to sit close to the road, endangering his life, just to be seen by drivers who may have flat tires to inflate.
After being extremely tired from every day's hard work, sweat, frustration, determination, and hope, most Nigerians still come home to eat what they can afford and not what they truly desire, most Nigerians still come home to an unbearable heat, unhygienic neighbourhood, deafening noise from nearby generators and so on and so forth. 

Why?


Because we live in a country where there is a constant power outage.

Because we live in a country where filling stations in the neighbourhood bribe NEPA officials to seize power at a particular time just to increase their sales.

Because we live in a country where every house must depend on borehole to get water into the house or you resort to the easily accessible well water which is mostly contaminated  90.9% of the time.

Because we live in a country with extremely selfish leaders who continue to amass wealth while the masses continue to suffer at the expense of their unquenchable greed.

Because we live in a country where our leaders steal from the country's revenue to save in their personal foreign accounts.

Because we live in a country where one person steals so much money that can feed each Nigerian good three square meal a day for a whole year.

Because we live in a country where stolen money are said to be recovered but vanish into thin air and are never to be heard of again.

Because we live in a country where our leaders could care less about the masses who under rain and sun queue to vote them into office.

Because we live in a country where our leaders neither talk, act or do in accordance to the word of GOD, because if they do, if they really do have the fear of GOD in them, there should be a "Nigerian dream". We live in a country were uncountable times, we are positively blinded by hope, to see the vicious lies our leaders continually feed us during their campaigns just to get our thumbprints beside their political party logo.
When Nigerians? When will we open our eyes to see, to know and to differentiate between a sheep and a lion in sheep's clothing? The lion will continually disguise and prey on the weak if we are not willing to go the extra mile for what we deserve and what ought to be.
In conclusion, Nigeria will be better only with GOD, the wisdom of the elders and the energy of the young. GOD help us all.

Thursday, August 4, 2016

HAPPY EVER AFTER...AFTER ALL

Once upon a time, I lost touch with myself, self confidence was a problem as well. I was all alone, felt like it was just me in the whole world, I had no idea where to go or turn to. Many nights I would break down and cry so much that tears will refuse me.
I wasn't so good at praying then, but in my own little way I'd tell GOD to prepare a reason for me to smile for the rest of my life by blessing me with a GOD fearing(a man that truly fears and put GOD first will find it hard to hurt someone else), caring and loveable future partner, I will never forget many times at night I would kneel to my creator and just pray continually.
Fast forward few years later was when I realised most times, even in bad situations, GOD is smiling and preparing us for the best experience of our lives. That fateful night, I was running so fast in search of any means of transportation...running away from something and someone, I boarded an okada, told the driver to go towards express without an idea of where I was going or going to do, then I passed an area where I was sure my co-worker lived, I alighted there, paid the bike rider and as I was about to go into the compound to inquire about his flat, he was walking out and we bumped into each other at the gate(I later found out he was trying to get network on his phone...GOD at work), I explained things to him and he said i could sleep over, without even pleading with him at all(and he lived with his brother).
Few weeks later...I was sitting outside in the night, thoughts all over my head, he came to sit and talk with me and surprisingly started pouring his heart out(I later found out he was already attracted to me at work...GOD at work again 😉) while mosquitoes dealt with his legs because he was on shorts(that night was so funny and will forever be in my memory 😂). I wasn't sure what or how to respond because all I needed was his help, and time, to get back on my feet and to crown it all, I was just out of a horrid relationship, I looked at him confused and muttered "I'll think about it" I didn't  plan to think about it at all but today I'm glad I did, because really I think the best kind of relationships begin unexpectedly, that's why you don't look for love, it comes to you just at the right time and in GOD's time.
The day I accepted his proposal, he jumped so high in excitement(I later found out I was his first real relationship 😁). Since then, I knew there was hope after all, I found the light to light my way out of the dark, he taught me how to pray and be better at prayer.
I found a friend, a best friend, someone unlike any other. I found someone I could talk to for hours and never get bored, I found someone I could tell things and will not judge me but rather, correct me.
I found happiness, and this happiness came with a name... Adeyemo Oluwaseun Stephen, I don't know men like him still exists, an honourable man, an excellent example of who a man should be. He is my soulmate, my daddy, my everything(he became my daddy the moment I was handed over to him at our wedding exactly a month and 1day ago). He is a man of prayer and deep faith, he is an example of a saying that "when man takes away his carpet, GOD places his rug" he is definitely GOD's rug for me, my compensation in all ramifications.
I love my husband, I really do, I absolutely adore him. People expect me to have a bad description of him when I talk about him to them because they believe all men are the same, but I always say mine is different, mine is GOD sent, he is so good to me, he is my joy bringer, he is my heaven on earth, he is my last and my first, he is my before anyone else, he is my boo, he is my lover, he is my baby, he is my ride or die, he is my angel, he is my endless love, he is definitely an upgrade to all the man made carpets hovering around me in the past, and above all, he is #myKing. He makes marriage so joyful easy and beautiful, i could go on and on about him, but I'll stop here today.
My ever after only proves one thing is for sure,
We serve a living GOD.
We serve a GOD that listens and answers.
We serve a GOD that can break a palm kernel with an egg just to disgrace the stone.

THE BEGINNING

Love is a commitment.
Love is simple.
Love is pure(for GOD is Love).
Love is when hope replaces fear.
Love is never ending, nor is it ever begging.
Love is never a competition, but a completion.
Love is when a man is born and a woman is born for him.
Love is waking up to your smile,
Love is never wanting to go sleep to your frown.
Love isn't about how much we do,
Love is about how much love we do put into what we do.
Love isn't about winning,
Love isn't about loosing,
Love is simply choosing, and I choose You.
And in a hundred lifetime,
In a hundred world,
In any vision of reality,
I'd find you and I'll still choose you.
So, if you've wondered if I need you,
That answer is "forever"
And if you've ever wondered if I'll leave you,
That answer is "never"
And if you've ever wondered what I value,
That answer is "you"
And if you've ever wondered if I love you today and everyday,
That answer is "I do"

AT 25!

This isn't where she imagined she"d be on her 25th birthday!
If five years ago she was asked where she will be now, I bet, She would have smiled ear-to-ear saying "married with a child, doing professional photography and living her happily ever after"
But here she id, working a very stressful 7:45am-10:00pm(Monday-Sunday) supermarket job with dust which she's allergic to alongside bitchy co-workers except for a few.
i believe she is not happy with where she is, what she does and what she earns at this stage of her life but she sure is happy to be alive to write about it, also each day is a reminder that she can and will get out of it.
  
                                                      QupidKay.

THE LONER

Always a loner,

Sitting by herself with a book.
Some people stop to take a look,
At the lonesome girl who doesn't give a hoot.
At times when you take a glance,
Many meanings you can read in an instant.
Most times she's far far away,
Mind and soul, but her body remains.
Other times, a glance catches her attention,
Then she looks your way to see your expression.
Sitting by her lonesome self with very little or no friends,
She wishes to join in on the laughter she hears from far end.
Sitting by her lonesome self, she ponders on tomorrow,
Hoping it will not be filled with today's much sorrow.
Sitting by her lonesome self, she dreams for a lot of things,
To come her way so as to start a new beginning.
Always a loner with just herself to talk to.
She craves for a love so deep, sincere and true.
Always a loner from a young age,
She wonders on how life will turn out in later days,
When she probably would no longer be sitting by her lonesome self
QupidKay.

HOW IS YOUR MARRIAGE...?

Disney movies: they have put us in a wierd position, they have distorted our reality because we forget they are actually fiction.
Concerning marriage, what we are doing isn't working!  Just look at the rate of divorces. So how is your marriage? I mean, lets be honest! 
To some, marriage seems to be like a prison than the paradise they were promised.
Marriage ought to come with fufilment, happiness never lonelyness.
Marriage also comes with good and bad moments but most are in it for just the good that's why when the bad comes(cos it will come!) they say "no one told me, it feels so odd" because to them dating feels like a vacation while marriage feels like a job. Why? In order to enjoy more good, you have to be willing to "work" out the bad.
GOD is the secret to a happy marriage but currently we have exchanged GOD for lesser material things. Its like a husband trading his wife for a 2D image on a screen, hoping it will set us free and happy. Its like preferring the exhaust of an old molue to a tear nylon car. Later, we find out the fumes are choking because if our marriages rests on anything but Jesus, its resting on something completely broken.
Yet men(especially) continually sacrfice their marriage on the alter of sex and lust.
So men grow up, put down the controller, how about you lead her with grace instead of trying to control her.
Now, some of you might be judgemental due to the fact that I'm not married but, i'm a product of one non-existing, so don't tell me I don't understand, don't tell me I don't get it.
For the singles(ladies especially), become friends first before you ever become lovers.
Pursue Jesus as your foundation before you get under the covers, because believe me, a strong friendship before marriage will make a good marriage after.
Marriage isn't just sex, its conversation and laughter, its dreaming big and moving forward together, its suppose to a happily ever after.

QupidKay

WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE

Hello to humans who are in love in one way or the other. Yes na, either secretly, openly, awkwardly or newly, being in love means Being In Love and i can bet you there's no other feeling compared to it and like my pastor will say, two people being in love isn't enough, there has to be a superior third party which is none other than the King of Kings, the Most High, the Alpha and Omega...GOD.
If God is not involved in your love life, trust me, you will not have anyone to pray to and help you make amends when he/she misbehaves( we tend to sometimes that's why we are humans) a supreme being that can create a change that will amaze others even the misbehaver(excuse my language). I know this because i don't have parents or nearby siblings to run to, cry all the tears in my eyes that my boyfriend did this, did that and bla bla bla, sometimes its frustrating and lonely but its the broken pieces life has offered me and i have to place them back in shape even though it will hurt, but its a better end result I'm after that's why i run to my Saviour.

Ehen, back to the topic before i withdrew into my own story :)
Sometimes being in love is very scary especially when you've had a previous bad experience. You are too scared to love your new partner wholeheartedly so you don't feel too heart broken when the unexpected happens(cos the truth be sey, you never know how things will end between you two) like our mothers will say "awon okunrin buru o" (men are wicked o).
My advice: the feeling you get when you are in love(with the right person though)! Oh, it is priceless and for the fact that you already are, why not give it all you've got, love like your life depends on it, give it your best because you just one life to live(that's how I love).

QupidKay.

OLUSTEADY THE DREAMER

Here we are with hopeful looks,
Sharing big dreams in a little room.

Sometimes i ponder on how such dreams will come to reality,
With so little financial accessibility.

But watching him speak with foremost intelligibility,
Planning each and every step with utmost integrity,
With a good poise, physique and unquestionable sincerity,
Makes him a great man already.

Creating plan AB and possibly a C,
He believes will make it easier for him.

Like on a journey, he tells me to see,
The possibilities that accompanies his dreams,
Dreams that will birth a better future.

A future i would love to shareday-by-day,
With no one else but you my dear,he'll say,
And GOD with me every step of the way,
Every good and perfect gift from heaven will come my way.

As the saying goes:
"Slow and steady wins the race..."

OluSteAdy, a tall man, so bold,
Seeking a perfect aim at his very goal,
When the time comes for him to set the pace,
His name will represent "a GOD fearing Ace"

WHAT DO YOU LOVE ABOUT YOUR PARTNER


Love.....is one word known by all, but practiced by few.
Love.....is a word so old, but to some so new.
Love.....sometimes can be weakening but yet very strong.
Love.....so magical makes the old, young.

What Do I Love About My Partner?

Is it the way he holds my hands when we take a walk?
Is it the way he attentively listens to me when i talk?
Or the way he looks at me when he is love struck?
Is it the way he laughs at my childish pranks?
Is it the way he tries to bite me when i jokingly poke him?
Or is it because every sign points straight to him?
Is it the way he makes me laugh doing one of his funny faces?
Is it those text messages that makes my brain go places?
Or is it knowing i have loving arms to run to every night?
Is it because he tells me how much he appreciates me?
Is it because he tells me "I Love You More"
Or because he tells me he is happy(nothing can be compared to that, trust me)
Is it that charming smile that comes right before telling me "you are beautiful"?
Is it that undeniable intelligence he applies to any situation?
Is it the unimaginable calmness he posses?
Is it the unquestionable gentleness that endears to him?
Is it that incomparable Love he has for me?

Each loving day, i find more reasons to love this partner of mine,
Each loving day, i'm overwhelmed with gratitude to have him in my life.

It may be obvious things other people see,

It might be little things only you feel.

In whatever manner,

Never stop loving your partner.

WEEKEND LIKE NO OTHER

You know, there's this saying that "there's love in sharing" but i must say, "there's joy in giving too" especially when u are doing it for your loved ones....so here it goes
My Oluwaseun and i have been planning this weekend long before it came but we where believing in God to provide and he did *waving*, God is just so good, you know why? cos he watched out to and from to seun's mama's house. so on Saturday after work, on our way there, seun's younger sister told him to help her get a purple shirt for her friend too, so we went mini shopping for that, with plenty load in my hand o, i wanted to cry i swear and burst out at seun but when i think about all that love inside of him that he has just for me alone, i just do as he says cos he is the best, i must tell u and he deserves it *nodding head*
So we sha got the shirt and off we were to oke aro but we ate on our way at a mama-put cos hunger by then was my middle name. na so we start to dey gooooooooooo (omo the place far ehn *deep ibo accent* e come be like sey we dey go heaven...lol) by the time we got to mama's place i was tired as a camel walking in the dessert for 41days, i just ate (cos she prepared amala for us *tongue out*), i ate and went to sleep like a log of wood ( but i was told i walked funny to the bed, can't remember though...lol).
Next morning we were up and our darling last-born that needs purple shirt to sing in the choir*wink* had cooked rice, so as u know na, me i brush my fine teeth and sit down with the food, but seun, he likes wuruwuru to the answer, i had to beg him to and brush before chopping, that man is just too special..lol
We got ready for church, took some pix, and off we went, but we didn't stay till they finished (dem sabi preach till thy kingdom come for that church) so we left to be on our way back to mainland....mama was very happy with the things we bought for her o, very happy, i could see it in her face, so she escorted us to where we will get transport, said our goodbyes and off we went, but my baby and i had plans to branch at TFC for our monthly date out, so we did, had a great time eavesdropping on guy conversing boastfully with a girl he is tryna catch trips with *smh guys sha* but not my eS *tongue out* and on my ay out, as a good girl that i am, i tipped the security man *wink*  for opening the door for me and my boo, on our way we decided to do small shopping for ourselves, got me some nice tops and my man got some work trousers for  himself, and we were all smiles jisting and laughing on the road, we even got some films sef (we never watch anyone till today o....lol)
When we got home, i had only one thing in my mind to do (not to sleep o) but to hug my one and only, i too love that man, when he needs to be mature in some situations, he never disappoints, when i need him to be childish with me, he goes extra mile. Sometimes i wonder why he loves me so much cos me i sabi para well for work (just saying o...lol) and u know his reply? he said "apart from the always busy and shouty shouty girl people see at work, deep down, i see a very peaceful, loving and quiet girl, and i'm lucky to have her as mine *blushing*... sometimes he brings love struck tears to my face, other times i look at him and i wonder "how did i get so lucky?" so as good girl that i am, i topped the icing on his cake for the day *wink*
seun and mama
me and my eS
What am i trying to achieve in this write up? it's that "the little things we do for our loved ones or strangers that brings smiles to their faces also affects us too positively", it brings about bonding between we and our loved ones, smile on everybody's face,. To the aged mama you are trying to take care of, to the young security man making sure you notice him on your way out, and even to ourselves doing the good deed, happiness is essential for our everyday, cos if you are happy, you will look younger and stronger.

                            BE HAPPY
with our purple sister

date with me, the spaghetti is my own food

TEN OVER TEN

First of all...
...he was interviewed,
Second of all...
...he was employed,
Third of all...
...he became a co-worker,
Fourth of all...
...he became a friend,
Fifth of all...
...he became a helper,
Sixth of all...
...he became a confidant,
Seventh of all.
...he became a companion,
Eighth of all...
...he became a shoulder,
Ninth of all...
...he became a boyfriend,
Now...
...he is & will always be My Love!

IF

Mama was no more when i was young,
too young to know how tins should be done.
Growing up had to be fast,
because wishing her back will always be the past.

Dada? another story;
he was into polygamy with four wives.
leaving us the children to think for our lives.
he used to be there, yes,
but we always received less.

Sometimes i can afford a meal,
and sometimes its no big of a deal;
cos i gotta pay fees in school,
praying to God to see me through.

Now, i wonder, if Mama was alive,
would i wanna turn back the hands of time!

I've made mistakes, yes, uncorrectable ones,
some i wish everyday i can runaway from,
others i have grown to learn from.

If it were easy,
i will gladly go back in time,
just to hug and kiss my Mama,
just to tell her how much i lover her.

Life didn't give me a chance then,
because i was still a "cub" in her lion's den!

THE PROPOSAL

Baby,
i want you to know that you are
  the air that i breathe,
You are are my heart beat, 
You are right here next to me
  because you are the best.

i want you to know that you are 
  the best decision i've ever made,
because my biggest picture baby is
  a photo of you and i.

So while i'm down on one knee,
  please say yes;

because there is no sacred place
  than in your embrace;
because with you is where i want to be;
because i've loved you,
  i'm loving you
and i'm gonna love you for as long as i breathe...













Will you marry me....?

WHEN LOVE HURTS

when you love and get hurt...
Love again!
when you love again and get hurt again...
Love more!
when you love more and get hurt more...
Love even more!
when you love even more and get hurt even more...
Love some more;


ALPHABETIC LOVE

A true lover...

...A)ccepts you as you are
...B)elieves in"you"
...C)alls you just to Say"Hi"
...D)oesn't give up on You
...E)nvisions the whole of You (Even the unfinished Parts)
...F)orgives your mistakes
...G)ives unconditionally
...H)elps You
...I)gnores your Mistakes
...J)ust wants to"Be"with You
...K)eeps you close to heart
...L)oves you for who you are
...M)akes a difference in your Life
...N)ever Judges
...O)ffers support
...P)icks you Up
...Q)uiets your fears
...R)aises your Spirits
...S)ays nice things about you
...T)ells you the Truth when you need to hear it
...U)nderstands you
...V)alues you
...W)alks with you
...X)-plain things you don't Understand
...Y)ells when you won't listen
...Z)zaps u back to reality

A true lover who loves you will not miss a Letter!

PROMISE

I won't say "I'll never make you cry"...
  but I'll make you smile before your tears get dry!
I won't say "I'll never tell you a lie"...
  but if i do, i do it for a reason; someday you'll know why!
I don't say "We'll never fight"...
  but I'll say I'm really sorry when i realize you were right!
I don't say "Life together will be easy and bright...
  but when things get tough, I'll hold you tight to me.

I have nothing more to say, but always remember...
...I'll Love You Forever.

LIFE

Some people are in sorrow,
 with no idea of what may be tomorrow.
- Some are in joy,
 happy in the midst of so much fun.
-Some are in tears,
all alone with no one that cares.
-Some are in pain,
hoping for a positive gain.

Life is hard yes we know,
hustling and Bustling everywhere!
But could it be a bit slow,
so we'll know its not so,


But a bit fair!!!